Funny you should ask.
I’m up at 3:17am in the morning because I am just fed up feeling so much Monday-Friday fear.
Fed up with a core belief that I am somehow responsible for people’s moods.
Fed up with people’s craziness.
Fed up with feeling everybody’s craziness as if it is my own.
Fed up with lies and cover-ups.
I realize that living a life of spiritual principles out there in the real world, is much harder than it seems.
I’m in a moment right now where I am saying to myself, f**k it, I don’t care anymore.
This is that moment I realize I am stronger than I thought.
There is a book called, F**k It: The Ultimate Spiritual Way by John C. Parkin.
Everything I need to know about the book is in the title.
Because everything that is bothering me really doesn’t matter.
It’s difficult when I am in the middle of the chaos and craziness.
So I think of Mel Robbins’ “Let Them Theory”.
The majority of people who create so much stress in my life are irrelevant to me.
And I am irrelevant to them.
So, it really doesn’t matter.
I haven’t lost my kindness, I’m just shielding myself from all the exterior bulls**t that comes at me on a Monday-Friday basis.
F**k It.
This too shall pass.
S, 🌻
